... I ended up getting some in return...
... "When do I shut up"... I asked.. "When I do stop revealing all the machinations of my uncontrollable brain ??!!"...
.. "Never" he said... "If you mean anything to her.. she will understand.."...
"She might take her time.. but she'll come around... she'll forgive you.."
"Go on.. tell her everything.. don be afraid... !!"
I did it... and then... I waited... but it never happened..
I revealed all.. the good the bad the ugly the GRUESOME..
But nothing...
She had seen the good.. before... she thought that was me.. in my entirety...
She did not like what else she saw... not even a little bit... She felt betrayed.. I didn't understand...
I had told her everything.. .how could she not understand... I pleaded with her... but to no avail...
I tell myself I've given up.. but I lie... in the depths of my heart.. I'm still waiting...
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