A dull pain..

.. in the neck..

Nothing much to blog about.
Not there was ever much to blog about before.. but the motivation is lower than ever...

I've stopped reading other blogs as well.. I don't find them as interesting anymore...
I don't know if it is actually the content that lacks punch of simply a lack of interest in what other people have to say about their lives/loves/interests or lack thereof.

It seems pointless.. almost stupid to discuss ideas, opinions etc. Simply words without action... They cause disagreements.. send my brain into hyperactive mode hence taking me longer to fall asleep..
And I need sleep to be able to get up and do what I have to do.. so I can make money so that I can then spend it on being able to do things that I want to do...

Still haven't been able to figure out what I'm really passionate about...

I like what I do.. most of the time.. but not always..
I was going to say "its not rocket science"..but then... who knows if I'd have really found "rocket science" exciting..

I thought about having a kid.. yea.. I did..
I hope it wasn't coz of boredom.. that would be sad..
But no.. I'm not ready for that as yet..

I have some new songs though... they don't make too much sense but I like them a lot...