... but... I dunno if I'm ready to go as yet...
In some ways.. I don't need to prepare.. I've done this before..
In certain others.. I've been prepared for a long while..
But in certain other ways... I dunno if I'm ready... or if I'll ever be...
Its difficult.. to leave like this... you do leave a part of you behind....
But you also carry it with you.. a part of the place.. a part of every person who meant anything.. a part of everything you've associated with for this period...
I dunno its jus weird...
"Weird" is just a very convenient word to describe something that's so .. so complex..
