Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Today I know exactly...

... how much I matter to you....

... Or maybe how little...

... I know exactly how you feel about me... because that's exactly how much... or how little I feel about some other people "in my life".. no... not you... someone else...

.. Its this precise position... right on the edge where you have "insignificants" on one side.. and "significants" on the others...

.. I don't matter as much that you are there at my beck and call... or among those whose mood-swings you mirror... but I know you'd ask me what's wrong... if I don't tell you... eventually..

You'll there when I need your help.. and ask for it.. but you won't figure out I need it.. on your own..

.. But you never promised anything more... you never promised anything... and it would be unfair of me to take anything for granted..

.. It all came to me in a flash... it was so clear... and I don't feel bad...

Actually I always knew... but now... I won't hope for it to change....

Take care... all of you..

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