Things change...

... very abruptly for me...

relationships change... quickly....

I don prefer that... especially with friends... I am not comfortable with sudden changes...
I don like to get too close too suddenly.. or snap-off ties... jus like that...

But things happen.. that force you down certain paths... Realizations that dawn in an instant..

No no.. its not something like .. " I NEVER knew this about myself.. or about him.."
No.. its always things you knew... but then you jus pushed it a lil too far this time... or its some button they pushed... one too many times...


And if you think you know what Im talking about... don KID yerself...


adios...