Another spell... :(

Of a different kind this time...

I got up with an unbearable stomach ache.. probably GAS from the can of Diet coke I had just before bed..

Just as I came back from the restroom.. the pain got worse.. my hands got cold..and I .. hmm.. .maybe "collapsed" is an extreme word.. but kinda "dropped" onto the floor on my hands and knees... And I couldn't get get back to bed..
The doorbell rang .. it was the maid.. but here I was lying on the floor.. helpless.. sweating profusely... wondering which one of my friends would have to take me to the hospital if this were serious.. also if it might be appendicitis or a Kidney stone..

Well after what seemed like an eternity.. I finally got the energy to get back into bed and I was out for atleast an hour or two...
I got up..and I was FINE.. like nothing happened..

WEIRD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME MAN !!
X(

A bit on "Maturity" or the lack thereof...

I was discussing this with a couple of friends...

Some of them thought it was utter nonsense.. others thought it made a bit of sense..
So here goes..

I think the biggest distinguishing factor between a mature society (or person even) and an immature one.. lies in whether it cleans up its own shit.. or whether it "ends up" cleaning other people's shit...
I mean the above statement.. literally.. as well as figuratively...
Now if yer confused.. that's totally understandable.. I'm gonna try and explain it a li'l bit..

A mature society is one that REALIZES that SHIT will eventually need to be cleaned up.... and hence.. it simply plays its part by "cleaning up" after itself...
An immature society consists of people who.. during the initial stages.. refuse to clean up after themselves... and then EVENTUALLY... when the entire place is all shitty and stuff.. end up cleaning up "before themselves" rather than afterwards...

Now this applies to a LOT of things in society.. not just the restrooms at the FORUM... it applies to government offices... projects at work.. building societies.. people etc etc...

well that's about it.. I think I should try and get some sleep now..


I haven't been out of the blog scene.. jus busy blog-reading rather than writing..
Also figured out my bloginality... check out the link in the side bar --------->
Not that it has any relevance. There were a bunch of questions with two sets of answers in two different columns.. I just alternated one from each column.. I guess that's what an Type-ESTP does !!!

I don like romantic movies...

.. in which the guy or the girl leaves the "in"significant other standing at the ALTAR... while they pursue their "REAL LOVE" !!

No matter how romantic the couple-in-question is.. or how extenuating the circumstances or the series-of-events that utimately lead to this kinda situation.. . and I DO know these are jus movies.. but STILL.. I just cannot HELP feeling sick to the stomach for the poor dude/dudette left in abandon at the ALTAR nonetheless !!

I think its just HEARTLESS the way the "THE END" of the movie.. actually is just "THE BEGINNING" of a loooong period of recovery and rebound for the Altar-person...

Strange kind of discomfort...

Heaviness in the chest... burning in the eyes.. restless of the mind...

What's the point.. I wonder.. maybe none...
but then... why wonder.. if there's no point ?!

The damp earth after the rain.. it smells like stagnated seepage in the walls now..

The comfort of my independence... seems like a burden of existence..

How ironic.. Time Machine on HBO...

I remember.. from "The Interpreter" they kept a list of favorite words..
Cashew nuts used to be one of my favorites....
Idyllic was my friends's... that's how he described his time spent with me.. twas a long long LONG time ago...

I think watching Time Machine for the 11th time will put me to sleep..

I've figured out some things...

... I've figured out where the line-of-the-ants on the fridge in the kitchen starts from. It starts from a tiny lil opening close to my bathroom window.. So I covered that up with black insulation tape and confused the shit out of the ants..

.. I figured out a way to not have mosquitoes flood my apt when I come back home in the evenings. I first stick the key in the keyhole and then switch off the lights in the hallway before I quickly open the door.. the damn things dunno which way to head !!

... I've also figured out what dynamic_cast is all about in VC++. Its about some kinda run-time check that checks if yer upcasting/downcasting all in the same hierarchy..

..I've figured out I should have a cup of milk every morning to avoid getting osteoporosis when I'm forty !

..I've figured out that's there's no point pretending to like something/someone you don't.. and there's no point announcing it either...

... I've figured out a lot..and I know that I still gotta figure out a lot more...

I admit it... its hard..

Its hard not to...
Even though.. I've 'been there' before...

This is the first time that it seemed harder for me..than for him...

I tried hard.. not to show it.. but I don think he bought it..

Wish I were stronger...