I feel a weird kind of restlessness....
It feels like .. I should be doing so many things.. but I'm not able to manage them all ... or even one of them ..
I end up doing just the bare minimum... and that too not entirely well...

I come back early from office.. thinking I'll catch up on sleep or some "housework".... I end up watching tv till late night.. then reading my novel till LATER in the nite... then having tea.. stayin awake...
So then I don sleep properly... and then ... I dunno.. crappy day next day !

I feel like I need a vacation... but I just came BACK from one !!
I miss GOA...

:(


Is everybody else happy with their life ? Am I the unsatisfied-minority ? Or am I jus PMS-ed ? Should I give a F*** about anyone else anyway ?

I feel sometimes..that I'm too hung up on everything at work being PERFECT etc... I should concentrate more on myself..
But I dunno.. on the other hand.. I'm such a Narcissist... I don REALLY think or talk much about anything but myself...
Arrrgh..why am I wasting my time and yours...

Hey if any of you are gonna be in Goa for New Year's.. lemme know.. maybe we can meet up !!


Ok... so I'm gonna buy a car... a really old car.... not a new one.. coz
1. I have no idea till when I'm here .. in Blore...
2. A parking lot in my apartment complex costs a THOUSAND bux rental...
3. I don wanna park a brand new car outside the apartment parking
4. And if I take a new car on loan.. and then I decide to leave the country... I don wanna have to pay the whole amount..

or some other shit like that..
My dumbass MAC is suddenly gone really slow !!
X-(

BYE