Diary

Thinking of converting this blog into a diary...

weird dreams tonite... had to get up early.. the dreams helped.. but I didn't want to get up early by not sleeping properly the night before..

anxiety.. needless anxiety.. over mostly insignificant things.. interspersed with moments of calm... mostly when having a cup of tea with friends.. or just before I sleep when I'm on the phone.. or holding my pillow really tight.. dunno if its the weather.. or the new blanket.. but something's helping me sleep a lot better...

plans.. made everyday everyhour.. but not one of them have I seen to completion.. like they say, you plan and you plan and you plan..and then life just comes and takes over.. and you plan again..

but I dance.. whenever I can..

again-a-novel.. I read it .. I couldn't stop reading it.. but once I reached the end.. it seemed so.. so typical.. and I hated the ending.. but something about that novel.. still bothers me..

the weird dreams are having a weird-affect on me today..