Diary IV

Sometimes.. people just disappear from your life... without warning...

I mean.. its not like I'm asking them to WARN me.. coz naturally.. if I had any such hint about their plans.. I'd DO something about it...
Wouldn't let them disappear for one..

But it happens.. I KNOW !
..coz it has happened to me more than just a couple of times...
... one minute they are around... they have time for you.. (you have time for them).. you check in with each other.. etc etc..
...and then one fine day.. you turn around.. and poof !! they're GONE !

You can still get in touch with them.. I mean.. du-uh !! technology !!... but the connection is lost..
Sometimes you get it back though... and its STILL as strong as it was when you disconnected... but .. not always..
And you can't even complain about it.. I mean what do you say right ?

It sux though... when they let go..and yer still hanging on...
Maybe the right thing to do is to keep hangin on... or maybe you should let go as well...
I dunno...

"Aap ke bagair hi..
je lenge hum.. isi tarah..
Door hi.. rehke you abse..
hum nibhayenge wafah..
Raaste .. jin par chale the
saath hum.. jo do kadam...
Unpar dikhenge.. na kabhi..
gar aapki .. hai ye razaa..

Ihtefaaq.. se agar..
mil bhi jayein.. hum kabhi..
Mod lena.. muh ki yu...
aapne.. dekha nahee..
Na koi.. gila na shikwa..
dil mein tere waaste..
Na koi.. dard hai ab...
ki ab alag hein.. raaste..."


Damn.. I think I need some food in me.. so I can get back to work...